LAN

Husband's off to a LAN party that I wasn't really invited to. I feel like I was more of an afterthought because I didn't get a direct invite. I was only invited by my husband because he was invited to the actual event on Facebook. Not sure if I actually want to go to this thing. Will anybody miss me? No one that's going to be there has talked to me in almost a year. True, I haven't tried to talk to them either, but I'm not sure of the status of our relationship. Are we friends or just people that know each other? I more apt to reach out to people I know are my friends than people I've barely talked to and don't seem interested in getting to know me. So, what do I do now?

Stuff

I've been neglecting my blog and my monthly goals. At least for this month and next that will change. Next month is NaNoWriMo and I plan on actually winning this year. So this month is all about preparation. Starting today I will take time, hopefully a couple hours, to write and get ideas that I can call on and will actually be inspired by next month to write a good story.